Happy Birthday to my Sister

Wow, had to run out the door to make a delivery without breakfast...no time. At least I remembered to take all my vitamins. Then rushed to Hallmark for a card and found a great suncatcher also for my sister. Today is her birthday...the lady at Hallmark was super...she took special care to wrap the gift in tissue and even put ribbon on it...once in the car I said a special prayer...God sent her into my life at a time I was really in need!!! Picked up my sister and headed north for lunch with Mom. NO CHIPS before lunch - whoo! hoo!, had buffet with chicken enchilada, mex rice, fideo and some rib thingy. Everything was just a taste so I think I did okay...don't have anyway of figuring points. Had 2 oz. of 93% beef and sauce on top of 1 oz. pasta for dinner. The best part is that I was full at lunch and dinner. There would have been a day that I would have been searching for more after each of those meals.

Someone asked me today if everything was fine. My response was that if it isn't I am faking it until it is. I have to move on, stay positive and not let me mind focus all the negative that took place at church. We watch Dexter on Showtime...not the type of show I would visual myself watching...but the subplots are very interesting. Today I realized that one of the reasons I get so drawn into the show is that I have been known to let my mind wander into the 'worst case scenario'...I think I always assumed that everyone does that. Now, I am not comparing myself to a serial killer, but I am wondering exactly how many people run scenarios thru their minds. They don't even all have to be bad examples, they can be things like what I would do if we won the powerball and all the people we would be able to help...what if a movie didn't end the way the writer planned and end another way...am I wasting brain cells?

I need to get my pj's on and relax for a bit. Tomorrow I need to work at high speed for a few hours and turn in my monthly statement so I can get paid next week. Hard to believe another month is almost over. Remember when you were little and it seemed like 3 or 4 years from one birthday to the next and 13, 16, 18 and 21 seemed ions away? Now it seems like 3 MONTHS between birthdays. That would make me about 71 years old right now - not so bad - still younger than my mom.......