Sunday, October 19, 2008

What Is Between Happy and Sad?

What is it when you don't really feel sad but you aren't happy either? What is it when you need to get so many things done that you can't seem to finish anything? My job right now is the thing that needs to come first so I can continue to make money and support my family. But I can feel everything else not just knocking at the door but physically trying to force it open.

Today I had oatmeal for breakfast. The kind you actually cook on the stove...my very favorite...it was thick and creamy with a teaspoon of brown sugar. Just what I needed before heading out to church. We had homemade chili for lunch and pork loin and mashed potatoes for dinner. At the end of the day I still have 7 points...

Here is my dilemma...someone invited me to mlm and I really don't want to go. Is there any way of expressing how much I dislike mlm's. Being honest would be hurtful and I don't want to do that...lieing isn't something I really want to do either...what is left?

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